It’s Thursday. I wake up less somehow
than yesterday, but a bowl of hot cereal
returns me to glory haha what more
can you ask. Small and large tasks must
be performed but I am distracted by
It’s Thursday. I wake up less somehow
than yesterday, but a bowl of hot cereal
returns me to glory haha what more
can you ask. Small and large tasks must
be performed but I am distracted by
Filling out applications, exercising
the body, washing dishes, cooking a meal,
responding to email, filling out forms,
taking out trash. Call them “mundane”
as if one could do without all this
attention to detail; as if survival
didn’t depend on it. Writing a poem, too
is somehow necessary. Stopping to look
at photos of life during segregation as if
borders don’t summon gunshots on
the other side of town. And survival
somewhere isn’t a matter of staying
behind the line or negotiating a slim
margin between here and there.
Dreamless short sleep
mish mash
rattled on about
"Searching for Sugarman"
flipping e-mails
the photo of hatchlings four
yellow beaks, blind eye slits
day slid on
into afternoon
a three dollar
banh mi
lots of hoisin sauce
habitual sriracha
chewing selfhood quietly
at the table listening
to reports of double
mastectomies the new
oil geography
Rios Montt
(Rigoberta Menchu
still kicking)
among the fractured
the juried
the vindicated
perhaps
the dead listen
while Tyler prepares
for zombies
in Big Sur Paradise
stray hairs cross
my shivering
skin
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excerpted from my bookshelf:
use your noodle for
more than a hatrack
act like you got the sense
God gave a gopher
--- Harryette Mullen, "From Muse and Drudge," Proliferation.
A day of simple, unhappy tasks
uneasy in body
and looking out on the field
without really looking
one confesses
sometimes in a poem
to no one particularly
although the poem online is, maybe,
a tattoo you wear forever
doesn't even lose its edge --
as your skin's oils and acids
would blur a tattoo's ink --
but just sits there, dated
in the laptop's lightbox
the evidence
thankfully edged out of the way
by the next day and the next
little talk with yourself
A peacock is wailing out there
in the dark, a dog barking
Crickets
eternal soundings
today's walk among the giant jacks
on the breakwater
salt spray
splatters
the dredger's endless
task because
it wasn't the best place
to build a harbor.
Lunch with you baby
pad Thai and red curry
Diversity Center's
friendly couch and tipsy
paintings, pamphlets explaining
how to do it safely
"gonna be the worst fire
season ever"
and yeah on the radio it's
already started, Santa Ana winds
down south. Dry as bone here
Disney pulls out of
Bangladesh. "Meetings."
On Dolan road
the Oxalis has been halfway mowed;
great swaths of un-
yellow make plain
the hiding places
of small creatures. A boon
for the hawks